Day was a complete mess today as i was out most of the time, thak god i got a cab from office- I Love my work place for this...!!! until i got some solace at the end that i have to 'almost close' a deal tomorrow morning, but 1 rule for sales... Never presume anything until it is done... So leaving that part of story all behind i really want to move ahead with what i have to.... But before that i really want to add that - personally speaking i think i need to get a little bit 'Organized'... as in i do try to wind up everything up so swiftly but end up in taking more time than normally because of leaving some tails behind....!!! Really need to work on that pal....
And for the rest of the thing i just remembered my 'Once Friend' whom i used to call Organized as everything with her was so perfect and organized... really appreciate her. But i will get back to her as this is not the best time to talk about her probably because i don't want to; not at this point. Yes you are presuming right- She is One of the main source of desperation and most of the wrong things happening to me or with me.
Well guess m meeting one of my mate from Engg. He just completed his M.Tech and now going BACK (WTF) to CG and as per my another friend Vineet who's working with TCS that's the only Best thing he can do with himself as there in CG under the reservation he can easily get an Assistant Professor job (Govt. Huh...!!!). Don't get me wrong on this one as i this Govt. Teaching job never looks interesting to me.... And its a sure case that even if i got a chance I'll surely gonna dump it. So i was talking about Deepak Xaxa (Yeah... we pronounce it like KHA-KHA, and its the real pronunciation). No offense he is a ST but that's how the perception of people has became there in CG or may be at other places too, but m not aware about that... And for once Vineet is also right as Deepak hans't got good enough marks neither in his school nor in his Engineering and m pretty much sure in his M.Tech also to get close to any software company's call, and even if he can get it then the possibility of his getting through the interview is 1 out of 10 as he is not good at this English speaking thing. We had this problem with every 3rd guy in our Engg. college, though i managed to maintain my sanity of knowing atleast that amount that i can answer to the questions asked in any interview... Thank God. But like many others Xaxa is not so fluent in this or not even flamboyant and he always had this introvert kinda thing with himself. Probably this could be the best reason why Vineet has analyzed the situation precisely and came up to a conclusion that this getting a Govt. Job through his ST - quota is the Best thing for him and for the record i believe him. Three Cheers for Xaxa...!!! But what's bugging me here is that after rubbing me back for 2 whole years and spending a Big Fortune of my dad in my MBA i am here living in penury... :-( and no wonder He would be getting more money than i am, on the contrary almost 80% of the person i know are earning more than me... But i am pretty much sure not in the longer run...
One thing i am wondering that i am here sounding like more pessimistic while i should be trying to write about good things so that i feel invigorated and feel a little bit enthusiastic.... So i think i should be more positive in my approach here and try something new and productive out of it so that it may not look like i have wasted my time in here (after all has happened last thing i wanted to do)... So till next time... ciyao ;-)
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Finally
Many times... probably 10 times have thought of putting my weird and not so friendly to read ideas here. No one to stop you - can say whatever you wish to and if you are little serious then it could be a great stress buster: That's what i am under the impression right now.
The best part is i can be true; atleast here !!!
Well i came up to one resolution here, mmmm... that from now on i 'Try' to donate my thoughts here if not daily then once in two days. Guess that's the best way to empty my upper floor from trash feelings.
And since i am getting no clue as to where to start from, the best thing i can think of to make it a lot easier is to talk about the 'Great Events' the result of which m here....
At this point of time when working at a decent (not Good...) place there's always a fight in your head on two fronts. To feel thankful enough and respect what i have at this moment as i was in a damn bad shape prior to this place... or not to let myself feel sufficed and say 'WTF is goin on' as sometimes i really feels that at this pace where would i land after 3 or 4 years. Yes, i do have some revolutionary ideas for my escape but be practical... know wot m saying. Time is running out and here i am trying to get everything on track - yet another person in the queue of "We want everything perfect in our Life"... Whoa... Honestly speaking i just now felt that i am basically running after a Perfect Life thing each and everything in its proper place. That's what i want and where i am now - on the track of making things work that ways. So, is it probably because of this 'Trying' thing i m here feeling freaked out or m i really asking for more....
One more conclusion i have reached to - ya ya just now, again !!! the reason why i was feeling confused on where to start is that i was trying to write all the things at once, what i really need here is to act in a little bit organized way... One thing at a time. See this blogging things is really working for me :-)
So, guess tomorrow is another day and will start a new chapter - From scratch... Hope i'd be able to ease myself till i get bored to this writing things or may be i get used to it... U never know ;-)
The best part is i can be true; atleast here !!!
Well i came up to one resolution here, mmmm... that from now on i 'Try' to donate my thoughts here if not daily then once in two days. Guess that's the best way to empty my upper floor from trash feelings.
And since i am getting no clue as to where to start from, the best thing i can think of to make it a lot easier is to talk about the 'Great Events' the result of which m here....
At this point of time when working at a decent (not Good...) place there's always a fight in your head on two fronts. To feel thankful enough and respect what i have at this moment as i was in a damn bad shape prior to this place... or not to let myself feel sufficed and say 'WTF is goin on' as sometimes i really feels that at this pace where would i land after 3 or 4 years. Yes, i do have some revolutionary ideas for my escape but be practical... know wot m saying. Time is running out and here i am trying to get everything on track - yet another person in the queue of "We want everything perfect in our Life"... Whoa... Honestly speaking i just now felt that i am basically running after a Perfect Life thing each and everything in its proper place. That's what i want and where i am now - on the track of making things work that ways. So, is it probably because of this 'Trying' thing i m here feeling freaked out or m i really asking for more....
One more conclusion i have reached to - ya ya just now, again !!! the reason why i was feeling confused on where to start is that i was trying to write all the things at once, what i really need here is to act in a little bit organized way... One thing at a time. See this blogging things is really working for me :-)
So, guess tomorrow is another day and will start a new chapter - From scratch... Hope i'd be able to ease myself till i get bored to this writing things or may be i get used to it... U never know ;-)
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