Finally

Many times... probably 10 times have thought of putting my weird and not so friendly to read ideas here. No one to stop you - can say whatever you wish to and if you are little serious then it could be a great stress buster: That's what i am under the impression right now.
The best part is i can be true; atleast here !!!

Well i came up to one resolution here, mmmm... that from now on i 'Try' to donate my thoughts here if not daily then once in two days. Guess that's the best way to empty my upper floor from trash feelings.

And since i am getting no clue as to where to start from, the best thing i can think of to make it a lot easier is to talk about the 'Great Events' the result of which m here....

At this point of time when working at a decent (not Good...) place there's always a fight in your head on two fronts. To feel thankful enough and respect what i have at this moment as i was in a damn bad shape prior to this place... or not to let myself feel sufficed and say 'WTF is goin on' as sometimes i really feels that at this pace where would i land after 3 or 4 years. Yes, i do have some revolutionary ideas for my escape but be practical... know wot m saying. Time is running out and here i am trying to get everything on track - yet another person in the queue of "We want everything perfect in our Life"... Whoa... Honestly speaking i just now felt that i am basically running after a Perfect Life thing each and everything in its proper place. That's what i want and where i am now - on the track of making things work that ways. So, is it probably because of this 'Trying' thing i m here feeling freaked out or m i really asking for more....

One more conclusion i have reached to - ya ya just now, again !!! the reason why i was feeling confused on where to start is that i was trying to write all the things at once, what i really need here is to act in a little bit organized way... One thing at a time. See this blogging things is really working for me :-)

So, guess tomorrow is another day and will start a new chapter - From scratch... Hope i'd be able to ease myself till i get bored to this writing things or may be i get used to it... U never know ;-)